I am very angry right now. A lot of it could be the hormones, but most of it is anger at laziness at incompetence. Here is the story. My clinic likes to try and time the follitism orders to be pretty exact to the dose that I will need – since the medication costs more than gold (literally it does, my nurse looked it up recently). So on Friday I was getting low so I talked to my nurse in the morning and asked her to call in a new prescription since I would run out by Sunday (aka tomorrow). She did, and the pharmacy called me right away and got it shipped out Friday afternoon. They sent me the tracking number and I clicked to make sure it was due to arrive today but then didn’t think much of it. This is because UPS has delivered at least 20, maybe more packages to this house as I love me some Amazon Prime – they have also delivered multiple deliveries of medication, each time without a signature needed, they just leave it on the porch. So I look up at around 5 and ask my husband if he noticed the delivery outside when he was out raking leaves earlier, he didn’t. So I check, and it is not there. So then I look up the tracking on the UPS site – which says that my package has been rescheduled because of an incorrect address. And then I am fucking pissed, so I call UPS. I explain to them that I have to have this medication tomorrow, and that it is insanely expensive and that it has to be refrigerated and that the address is 100% correct and that we have had multiple UPS deliveries here. The guy puts me on hold to call his hub stations to see if they can find a way to get it out to me (I am on hold for less than 2 minutes so I doubt he even tried). And basically everyone has gone home so no one can help me – he explains that someone will call me on Monday. So now I will be out of follitism after my morning dose. My clinic should have an emergency supply for me to use Sunday night, but I will seriously fight UPS to the end for my $661 if that follitism is delivered on Monday and it is no longer cold. Just un-needed and un-necessary bullshit and lack of customer service to add to all the other stress and hormonal rage I have going on right now. I am going to call it a night and go to bed now, tomorrow I have my next monitoring appointment so hopefully that will go well and I will be in a better mood.