Still no period. Called the clinic when they opened this morning and after some discussion (they sounded like they think I am a little crazy, which I realize is not far off) they agreed to have me come in for a beta and progesterone test. Drove down there this morning, had a bit of PTSD freak out at being there again after all that has happened. After getting the blood test, which was for some reason more painful than usual, I was in and out in about 10 minutes.
The nurse called at 2 pm – I am definitely not pregnant (not surprised, but had a bit of that bitch hope holding on against all odds). The progesterone was elevated though, so they do believe I ovulated, but no telling exactly when. This is where I get angry. How the fuck could my body not just finish the full ovulation when we were on vacation? Really, is that too much to ask? Get a positive OPK, ovulate an egg, and then at least give us a fucking chance at a non IVF pregnancy. But nope, not going to happen. So now I have no clue when I did actually ovulate and have missed any sort of window for timed TTC, so now I just basically hang out until I get my period and we fly to Denver for CCRM. Awesome. Time for more wine.