I apologize in advance for not posting the latest from the pee stick extravaganza yesterday – I know you were all waiting for the latest (joking). I went back to work yesterday after working from Denver for a week and then being completely out for a week – for probably the first time ever I didn’t even check email during my ‘vacation’. So the return back has been two very long days of waking up at 4:30 and working my PIO itchy ass off to get back into everything, and then coming home late. That plus the hormones that must now be running through my system are making me want to crawl into bed the minute I get home.
I pulled together the courage this morning to try a digital- another something I’ve never done before, and amazingly – this happened!
And here are the latest FRERs:
It’s finally starting to sink in a bit for both of us that this could be it, but I am still not the naive person I used to be three years ago, and I know that a positive test does not equal a baby. Like everything in this infertility shit show, there are new tests of body and spirit that continually have to be passed to make it to the next round.
Tomorrow is the beta – 8:30 am PST, from all of my peeing on sticks I think that I know how it is going to turn out, but there is still nervousness at the pit of my stomach. I’m hoping time between the blood draw and the phone call passes as quickly as it possibly can and the little being or beings that have gotten us this far continue to flourish and grow.
Thanks again for the continued well wishes, support and love, I don’t know what I would have done without this community over the past year and right now. I owe responses to all of your lovely comments and I’m hoping I get some free time during work the next couple of days to do them justice. For now, goodnight and I will make sure to post the beta results, even if it’s a brief post!